What does healing mean to me?

In discussion with a group for the book The Reality of Dream Mind by Swami Radha.

I had a primary trauma now is dissolved, it troubled me many years. Healing for me means see the illusory nature of the problem, that is the fake identity which is a belief that I believed I’m not lovable, I’m not worthy, not acquire, I need to b come better to prove that I’m worthy, please love me. 

No matter what I believe, no matter I know or not, the truth is, I’m the beloved child of God and he loves me so much, when I started to realize this truth, that I’m a spoiled child, I’ve been soaking in the ocean of Divine Grace that is pure love, all sorrows are gone. 

What do I need for healing? 

Trauma is the fruit of karma, for effective healing I need to recognize the root cause of the wound, and know that I reap what I sow.

Karmic Fruit, the way I had treated people, I will be treated with same experience.   

Kali Yuga contaminate, by dealing with the sick, the ego got into the downfall unconsciously. People will imitate the evil’s way, so never get entangled with such, stop fighting, start blessing, love all enemies and you will not have any.

However, from the ultimate perspective, all negative experiences are not punishment, they are the journey of soul, we learn from sufferings and gain endurance and will power, then begin to raise awareness and change our behaviour patterns even turn around and step into the pure light.

All these are the Knowledge, only knowledge can dissolve the ignorance. Truth is, we all are so blessed to have the human form and will to see the Divine, we are so blessed for we have already been journeying on the right path, we chose the adventures, and reaching  the destination is guaranteed. Congratulations beloved souls!